I can't write. I've tried, but I just can't.
For months, now, I've jotted down random thoughts, made some notes and almost written something profound, important or inspiring. There is just nothing there that feels right. It's funny, though, because my brain is about to explode from all the thoughts and feelings I have been trying to process all this time. But, when preparing for writing...nothing comes.
Honestly, I'm afraid that whatever comes out will be dark, depressing or anything but uplifting or encouraging. I'm afraid that what flows from my fingertips will enter into your eyes and dive right into your hearts. I don't want to be responsible for spreading gloom across the world. I don't want to be anyone's reason for sadness, bitterness or anything other than good.
So, I'm not writing right now.
Thank you all who have requested more blog posts. Thank you for your support and encouragement in the past, present and every day of the future. It means the world to me. Know that, while you aren't hearing much from me, I am here...surviving and trying my hardest.
1 comment:
as soon as I got to the word dark....I immediately started singing...."you are my sunshine, my only sunshine", I could hear giggles galore....I could imagine the moment as it was happening, the excitement of the girl, and the proud mama listening intently.....I remember the day you found such a "treasure" a true gift from GOD!!!!Im certain there will be times like this that the "writers block" will set in, but the feelings remain.....the encouragement, the strength and the courage that we all know speaks for you.....I love you girl!!!YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE!!!!
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