I’m often crippled by the guilt of the effects my mistakes in life have had on my kids. I’d take back all the pain and negativity if I could. But I am so humbled by God’s grace on our lives through each phase we’ve been through together. Through the storms, I have watched this strong, loving young man emerge and (somehow) still love his Mama fiercely. I am the most undeserving yet blessed person alive.
My oldest boy graduates tonight. It’s the strangest mix of emotions I’ve ever dreamed of feeling.
I am so incredibly proud of who he is as a person. He has his faults—like we all do—but he is good, kind, thoughtful, helpful, funny, sensitive and loyal.
Tyler has kept me on my toes his whole life. His first ER visit was at about 14-months-old. There have been many, MANY after that one!! He has had more stitches, surgeries, and doctor visits than I care to remember. It’s is by no small miracle that he is healthy and fully functioning today.
Somehow, he never fails to get right back into things. Nothing seems to scare him! He has a strong work ethic and strong determination. I know those things will take him far on his path. I believe big things are waiting! He is armed with a zest for life and most importantly, a heart for The Lord. I can’t wait to see what his future holds!
“For I know the plans I have for you,”declares the Lord, “plans to give you hope and a future.” ~Jeremiah 29:11
